We just found out my best friend is Pregnant.
at first we where both scared...
I cant take it anymore-
seeing you again...
As i take the blade
and cut the skin...
You used to look at me,
and tell me how beautiful i was...
Its taking all my power, and all my might , just...
I Don't understand where this is all coming from...
I know i told you that i didn't love you or even...
your the first thing i think of in the morning
Your the last thing i think of before i go to bed...
I'm sorry i don't love u
like u want me to...
for some weird reason
i feel like are friendship...
I know its hard
after everything i said...
. Even though things are hard.
we always make it threw...
How could you finally say it
look at me and say you never loved me...