I can't take this pain anymore,
I'm knocking on deaths door...
I hate you,
you were never there...
Hope for today
fades away...
No matter how hard i try
i still want to die...
As i sit and cry
and i wonder why...
Sitting in the dark on my own
contemplating my inevitable fate...
In the dark,
i leave a mark...
My heart has been broken
it was broken by you...
If only people knew what's going on with me,
then maybe they would see...
Goodbye to the pain of being alive,
goodbye to the frustration of trying to thrive...
Dreaded past
nothing lasts...
Awkwardly uncomfortable
sick to the pit of my stomach...