I lie awake at night
thinking of life ahead...

Black Sky's
bright lights...

I'm living this life as best i can
trying to live but without a plan...

I cut my self to make me bleed,
i cut my self to set my soul free...

Here i am, on my last day
Ive contemplated every way...

Blood and gore
guts out on the floor...

Kicked when I'm down
teased all around...

Days pass by
nothing changes...

There's nothing you can say,
to make this pain go away...

Why cant people see
that all i want is for...

It seems each time
i find my feet...

I look in the mirror
i hate what i see...