If only people knew what's going on with me,
then maybe they would see...

I can't take this pain anymore,
I'm knocking on deaths door...

My heart has been broken
it was broken by you...

As i sit and cry
and i wonder why...

No matter how hard i try
i still want to die...

I lie awake at night
thinking of life ahead...

I lie awake at night
with a very sharp knife in hand...

In the dark,
i leave a mark...

Dreaded past
nothing lasts...

I'm a quiet person
i keep to myself...

Why cant i,
stand the pain...

Trying to live
wanting to die...