Crush my hopes
and destroy my dreams...

Cut to the bone
let out a grown...

Fed up with life
can't take the strife...

Living each day as if my last,
my life's falling apart very fast...

Sitting in the dark on my own
contemplating my inevitable fate...

I can't take this pain anymore,
I'm knocking on deaths door...

Blood and gore
guts out on the floor...

I know what I'm doing
I've made my decision...

Why cant i,
stand the pain...

Don't know why my life is a mess,
don't know why i'm in distress...

Laugh in my face
call me a disgrace...

I lie awake at night
thinking of life ahead...