I never wanted to be that girl who:
lies, denies, relies, asks so many why's...

Slice the blade through my arm and watch the blood...
Releasing the hurt through my veins painfully...

Why do I feel safe looking into your eyes?
When all my feelings of fear so easily subside...

So many nights go by and I lie awake thinking of...
Since you left I find it hard to explain...

Abused little girl
Broken at the Seams...

I thought about all the things I could say
And struggled with the right words to fill this...

She's a vision a true sight to see
Even in her final days she possessed such beauty...

I thought about how it would be, one last time...
I imagine each moment and play it over again in my...

Once a true friend you declared to be
But really only seeking for yourself...