Luving u is like loosing myself

I know u luv me bcus u came after me in tha pouring rain jus to kiss me and tell me u luv me..........

I can say that i hate u
i can say that i dont need u and that im glad u went away
but tha truth is im dying without u

Last nite i couldnt take tha pain so i took alot of pills then i had trouble wakin up and i couldnt remember anything then by 3rd pd in skewl i rememberd wutt i did and all tha pain came rushin back

I got your legs spread all over the bed
hands clenched in the sheets
hair wild as hell I know~~~

luv thiz part of a song

Take it back, take it all back now
The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two

Sometimes love is addiction
Sometimes it hurts like hell
And sometimes you just cannot get enough
You can't make me love you,
Any more than i do
But you can make me unreachable

So dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel so right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
But you can make me unreachable

You had me crawlin so bad
Had me heels over head
You got me easy,
Tangled up in my head
Quit trying to hold and to help me
Cuz we're already beautiful

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many feel this way

*thiz got me thru
loosin my bf who was shot in da chest*