It's started again,
that downward spiral of hate...

My Brain knows you don't love me.
BUT...

I hope and I fear the next time,
For each time he comes to me a piece of me dies...

I don't understand why I feel so bad?
I no longer love you...

Ain't it funny how some feelings you just can't...
And you can't move on even though you try...

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try...

I need you granddad,
I want you back right now...

I can't believe two years ago,
I lost you...

Its like I've got this hole in my heart,
and its shaped like you...

I miss you
Are you still there...

I thought I loved you,
I was wrong...

Call me what you want,
I don't care anymore...