The gun is loaded, and i am stalling,
all around me, death is crawling...

Except the worst,
share the best...

Crossed my heart and hoped to die,
took the needle from my eye...

I was scared,
didn't know where to turn...

Tried so hard but still fell behind,
tried to catch up but got lost in my mind...

Stop your crying, these tears we can fight,
tell me whats wrong and I'll hold you tight...

What if I told you that this was the end,
That I can't make it around anymore bends...

Don't hate me, because I'm weird,
it's who I am...

Can u see me way down here,
It's totally black...

Your like a sickness,
born to infect...

How could you be so bitter and cold,
That my feelings meant nothing...

Life's Pages so torn and frayed,
So fragile yet broken...