Is your happiness worth my sanity?

It was everything I wanted
And everything I need
It's everything inside of me
And all that you don't see

It was such an evil hunger
A wanting not to feed
But now that I don't have it
It's just one excuse to bleed.

If I do it now, I'll just make it to Heaven -quicker.-

One more cut to watch it bleed
Rip my heart right out from me
With open wrist and gaping chest
Hurting is what I do best

You took my heart, broke it into pieces, and stepped on it...

And I smiled because you touched me.

In this place
With every hit I take
And every smile I fake
Is more than I can face

My worst fear
Is that one last embrace
When I beg you to stay
With me here

Choked on words
And teary eyes
Robotic laughs
And plastered smiles

Knight in armor
"Save me, sir?"
"Can't right now,
I'm here for her."

You ripped my heart out, dipped it in acid, and put it back to watch the rest of me fall apart. ♥

Staring at the ceiling in the dark and gloom
Silly me thinking you’d be home soon
After all, I’m just a stupid girl

My rotten corpse as still as the deadbolt
My mind out drifting out of my control
And she’s sleeping with my world

Angel with the blackened wings
Demon from on high
Steal the heart out from my chest
It's my one last Valentine