I'm convincing myself, yes I'll find someone new
I wont be alone and i wont be with you...

When to smile like you mean it means to frown,
And to swim for your life means to drown...

I made my mistakes
I've dealt with the pain...

I lock my self in the darkest room I can find
My walkman by my side...

Were about to go through the biggest test
Friends can possibly go through...

If ever I was means to you
Or didn’t show I care...