How am I suppose to hear
the words you left unspoken...
Tired of the lies
and the crying too...
She sits here alone
all because of you...
I was so happy
now I'm feeling misused...
-You could have told me you were all wrong
In everything you say....lies all along...
You can't hear my piercing screams
or the sound of a breaking heart...
I thought I was happy
but I don't remember how that feels...
So sick of trying when all I do is cry
Tired of always smiling when it's all a lie...
So her make up is on and her smiles in place,
Her foundation and eye shadow mask her old face...
I remember it so clear, like the tropical sea's
I can see you standing on your door, telling me to...
She screams out,
Only reaching for someone to hold...
The tidal waves of death lap against my legs...
I should have known you never loved me, despite...
Did you know I can't hate you
No matter how hard I try...
I've felt pain before...but..
never an agony such as this...
You Do This Every Time, Whenever Things Get Tough.
You Say You Need Some Time To Yourself...
I'm numb inside
as the re-runs play over in my head...
The word still hangs
Lifeless...
Prudent answers leave my lips
You don't like it anymore...
Quit looking at me with that spontaneously playful...
Each time you do, my mind is flooded with...
I thought we had something,
But I was wrong...
Spin the moon upside down
as i make the sun come up at night...
I see my world fade away
Loosing grip on life...
The desperation of my words leak out of my body,
silent screams coming from down below...
I can't stand this, I don't know what to do
I gave myself out and you didn't have a clue...
I forgot about you so long ago
but now your back with pain to show...
So there was a boy
he had her heart...
Pretend that you're happy
Convince them you're ok...
I told him I still loved him
he said he knows and he loves me too...
You broke me down
With a dull lie...
The scars are showing...
the tears are flowing...
Promises made up of empty words
Trust betrayed by lines and verse...
To the one who disappears
In the dead of night...
When we met
I couldn't believe my eyes...
I'm stupid to even think
we will have a forever...
I should've seen it
Why were my eye's closed...
Tell me you love me
tell me you care...
I let you effect me in so many ways
i let you take control of me all of these days...
Suddenly the sun doesn't shine,
the birds stopped singing...
Once i had you
and i had it all...
Soon the time will come
Ill be just an old memory...
Your name is burnt into my head
Feelings will fade if only I'm dead...
I don't know what to say
it's been a long sad day...
One of these days
I'll fly so hard i fall...
I'm sorry for all the things I did
I should have just old you the pain I hid...
The smoke from the candle was too thick to inhale.
So I gagged on the Love You that turned the air...
The crystals of pain
fall down on her skin...
The day is so beautiful raining, no shine.
Explaining the way that I feel in my mind...
For Chris.
When everything was said and done...
Feeling of regret overflows
I just dont understand...
You can't play on broken strings
You can't use a pencil with broken lead...
When i wanted approval
you shut me down...
I thought this time was different
But everythings the same...
I wish there was something to stop you,
Something to keep you here with me...
Tears in my eyes,
Blood on my wrists...
It's been too long now
Almost seems like forever...
If i put my heart away, away from their touch, i'm...
If i lock myself inside, just me and my head, i...
Why is it that when a heart is broken,
The right words are always easiest to find...
She stumbles down the familiar road,
Silently screaming, these tears are not her own...
And when your thoughts over take my mind,
I stop functioning...
Lonely nights are here once again, bringing with...
Each and every time I glare into the mirror, left...
I never should have waited
To tell you how I feel...
Lower the sunlight outside & shut my bedroom...
Close my eyes forever, if I can't see you any more...
How many restless nights must pass
how many miles must I ride...
There is a story, sad and true,
It started with an "I love you."...
When summer sun bids goodnight
Winged creatures have ceased in flight...
Dear dad,
i know I'm nothing special...
Behind all of her smiles, the makup, and her eyes...
Here's to me and you
Here's to all the...
It was you who took me by the hand
And promised that you'd understand...
I never gave it up
in you i did believe...
Have you ever felt pain like mine
Have you ever hurt all the time...
Those words have lost all meaning,
You've said them once again...
Do you remember when
what feels like forever ago...
With your arms round my waste
Your eyes deep in mine...
You had me at hello,
but you had to say goodbye...
Just to have you with me
I would have done almost anything...
Please...
Take it back...
When you left,
you took my heart with you...
Waves crashed upon our lives
and swept your love away...
Imagine if we never lied
Imagine if we never tried...
I tried so hard to forget
but he reminds me of you...
I promised I wouldn't cry
But I'm slipping...
I have this funny feeling
it makes me feel all weird...
Disappear for my sake, and my sake only
I want you gone, I want you away from me...
Wait!
I cannot find the words...
This is my first attempt in nearly two years.. So...
My fate is sealed in ice, frozen without a care
I no longer breath for the sake of air...
I guess that its ok to cut
Now that you're not with me...
How do you wish to begin?
Here I'll go first...
Here we go again
Back for another round...
What do you do when all the smiles fade?
what do you do when love goes away...
She couldn't hold on
he was pulling away...
Everything around me is a reminder of you.
The T.V shows and the music we listened too...
I promised myself that I'll never put my heart out...
I promised myself that everything will turn out...
I tried to start over
i tried to move on...
You left me here, with hopeful words
Speaking of love and compassion...
How do you know
When it's over...
Scattered pieces of a broken soul,
How to recollect, need some reconstruction...
I am the perpetrator of my broken heart,
By trusting a man I loved...
I wrote this poem a while ago on 9/11 but i just...
hope you like it...
You said you'd never hurt me,
but that's all you ever did...
It's been torn out my veins still pumping,
He's holding it in his hands still thumping...
One second we love each other && its pure...
The next we hate each other...
My world is spinning
Round and round...
Girls hearts are broken by boys
Their hearts played with as if they were toys...
I really want us to last
So I just sit here and take it...
I seem to be thinking of you
more than i should...
I would give, say or do anything just to see you...
one little kiss from you...
The pain seems less, every day that I pray
Knowing that as time goes on I will be ok...
I thought what we had was special
Something rare and true...
I am empty.
A blank mind encased in a hollow shell...
Don't hold me in your arms
or kiss me on the cheek...
I dont want to be the girl,
He ignores & doesnt want to see...
Why do you judge me
And compare me to another...
You played with my heart,
but all you did was break it apart...
Whats wrong with me?
a loser in the mirror is all i see...
Wish I could tell you
who's right and who's wrong...
I stay up just to think about about you
And theres nothing on earth I'd rather do...
Tell me...
Do you enjoy the pain you cause me...
So beautiful at the start,
Sweet words flowing like honey...
Listening to the wind blow,
From places deep inside...
I can't get high or drunk enough,
To forget the pain I know...
I smell the whiskey on your breath.
And you beg for me to put your temper to the test...
I told you id always be there for you,
well maybe that was a lie...
Beautiful sadness finds me in peace
Crying the tears, I know will not cease...
Silent Cries of the Purest Heart
She knows it's wrong, but trudges ahead...
Sometimes i wonder
if you really mean what you say...
"I promise I will never make you cry"
Were the only words you used to speak...
An angels lips,
A whispered kiss...
You love to toy with me
I must be your favorite game...
Nights of endless heartbreaking confusion
I lay there staring into my mind...
This poem doesn't represent the feelings that I...
I know it's not really good, yet I hope you'll...
Faking a smile and trying to laugh
Hiding the tears behind that mask...
Do you remember the girl that cried for you all...
The same girl you used to love that you suddenly...
Piece of Me
By: Charisma...
Last night I cried
Tears that burned...
Why does my heart cry for you every single day,
Why am I cursed with a pain that won't go away...
Here I sit crushed, as a million times before,
I can't believe I let another jerk walk through my...
I try to forget your laugh,
And your sweet kiss...
The end of the smiles
the start of the tears...
So many nights I lay in wonder
Inside me arise countless fears...
At the back of the crowd
She sits alone on an empty chair...
The world of dreams
Beckons me again...
You've always been good to me,
you've always been true...
You were my knight in shining armor,
the protector of my heart and soul...
You wish you had the certainty
To make it through the day...
I cried, my tears fell
I asked you not to leave me...
Slave to My Own Creation,
Master to Nothing but My Heart...
The Time Has Passed
And My Tears Have Slowed...
She drifts through the house wringing her hands
Opening the doors to every room...
Wasted wishes on useless dreams
My life is dull or so it seems...
I cant control this pain
Its killing me from deep inside...
A lost cause that never finds
Troubled dreams and faded lines...
I lay in bed, counting my tears,
Each representing what I'd hoped would be years...
Your the reason why I cry at night.
The emptiness I feel inside...
I told you how I felt
All you did was breathe...
You are the cause
You are my pain...
*One of the best I've ever written*
[Venting...
Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain...
I'm infected with a sickness
Ive had it for years...
All I wanted was to be happy with you
I wanted a bestfriend, someone I could talk to...
Maybe I was a failure,
maybe I still am...
Rain Drops fall.
She stands there...
There is a girl
who sits alone...
She doesn't move.
She just sits there...
Just a little broken,
A crack found in the glass...
Remember where you stand before I put you in your...
Don't push me or I'll rip that sorry smile off...
I can feel the tears there coming
brimming at my eyes...
A girl once so whole
Is now broken and thin...
He's everything I love
And all that I hate...