Staring at the devastation
Where my home once stood...

Sobbing into my pillow,
crying out of shame...

The wind calls softly
wanting to be heard...

Friends since second grade
but throughout the years...

I'm really really trying
but on the inside I'm still dying...

I tried and i failed
nothing more nothing less...

The sun is bright everywhere
except over my head...

Another night left alone
trying to make sense of everything...

Left all alone in the world
out in the pouring rain...

Free me from the voices
all up in my head...

I gave myself a new tattoo
and yes its crimson red...

I'm sorry you hate me so much
sorry I'm the reason...