She bats her mascara eyelashes
Flips her perfectly placed hair...
I'm wandering, wandering
So far from home...
Oh perfect sphere of wonder
I wish to hold you in my hand...
Cut my wrists
burn my skin...
I want to take that blade
and drag it very deep...
I almost cried today
But is not I who needs to mourn...
Give thanks to the year
Another year alive...
Sobbing into my pillow,
crying out of shame...
Warm summer breeze
Blows the curtains...
I gave myself a new tattoo
and yes its crimson red...
You stood by me
through thin and thick...
She opens her angelic eyes
Wipes away the sleep...