Sadness in my eyes
Brokenness in my heart...

Dear Father,
My suicide will be so quick...

This is not a poem just some feeling i need to get...
i screwed up again i had to choose between 2...

I hate myself i make a total fool out of myself to...
i was at a school talent show and this girl...

So I'm happy for the moment
Here I am sitting in a wood chair...

Ill forever say I love you
Because I really care...

The last time i wrote was 2005-05-03 since then iv...
Now iv had the most horrible day of my life i ran...