I ponder myself within my vacuumed mind
I write down an emotion with a theatrical style...

It started with a bang, it ended much the same
An explosion of feeling, snubbed out like a flame...

I\'m weak with self pity
I\'m mourning myself...

Never regretted, never forgot
Never replaced because I loved u a lot...

If there was one person in this world who was with...
It'd be my mother, I'm her box, shes my key...

I swore to myself, not to get like this
But it all happened, from that first kiss...

In life theres images, seen by eyes
But their forgotten in a second, pushed out of...

My ears, so numb.
My eyes, dirt filled...

So again i try and fail
No loss, no prevail...

Forever is lost in a grain of sand,
Forever seems nothing when alone you stand...

Rest you head on my shoulder, say the right things
sit in silence, with no need to speak...

A silent movement, a talk show on mute
A flail of a hand, fake smile, fake suit...