You keep telling me how I'm so fine,
And your so happy that I made you mine...

All the poems I wrote about how I felt,
all the times I said you made my heart melt...

I love the way he wears his hat sideways so we can...
I love all the words he says about how much it's...

A friend like you is very rare
a friend to really truly care...

I still write in the diary you brought for me,
Every page is filled with how it used to be...

I saw the way you were together and I heard the...
It never seemed like something you wanted, he...

I know I need to open up, but I don't think I can.
Instead I just clam up, and push away your hand...

Heavy eyes with no sign of weight.
Heart burns yet I hide my hate...

Can you remember the way you used to hold me?
Do you still feel the love that you once told me...

Look me up and down and judge me,
I can pretend this is how I want to be...

I grab my blade and hold it tight.
this feeling inside I cannot hide...

This is a message that I wrote when my mums best...
Dear friend...