She smiles but no one sees
the scared girl hiding her tears...

I've come home and I'm oh so drunk from the buy...
I've drank twice as much as i should do and I'm...

This clammy air suffocates me
Makes my mind go all dizzy...

Eyes glaze over this expressionless face
I don't have a softness, no beauty or grace...

Like a surprise party we waited for you,
quiet and still the tension grew...

No inspiration found on these peoples empty faces
Always see them here in exactly the same places...

On the inside there are so many fears
but on the outside they don't seem so near...

Now you lie so cold and still
No feelings, no thought's...

Frustration building in me so strong
Will this carry on for long...

A black space behind you hollow eyes
a scream behind your silent cries...

Have I really made my very last cut?
Will that part of my life forever remain shut...

Last night I saw the scars that we talk about
I don't mean the emotional ones you can shout...