I tried to write a happy poem about all the love...
So why is it when I wrote that poem I focused on...

You keep telling me how I'm so fine,
And your so happy that I made you mine...

This clammy air suffocates me
Makes my mind go all dizzy...

Eyes glaze over this expressionless face
I don't have a softness, no beauty or grace...

Like a surprise party we waited for you,
quiet and still the tension grew...

No inspiration found on these peoples empty faces
Always see them here in exactly the same places...

Now you lie so cold and still
No feelings, no thought's...

On the inside there are so many fears
but on the outside they don't seem so near...

Frustration building in me so strong
Will this carry on for long...

Yes I am happy, you make me sane
Why does this seem to confuse your brain...

He had everything he wanted
But then you turned him away...

All the poems I wrote about how I felt,
all the times I said you made my heart melt...