The feel of your hand in mine, I will never forget.

All the words you never said are engraved in my head.

Every word you spoke is cutting me to core.

Dear god I prey for everything to be ok, because it's starting to get hard trying survive

It hurts to say I love you, because I know that are love is slowly killing me.

It's killing me that you can't say I love you anymore.

With the poison in his blood, she put the cold gun to her head, and the bullet in her body.

Sometimes love can tare people apart, instead of bring them together.

Your the one I wanted...your the one I wanted to see me naked, for me to share my body with, to know me intermit inside and outside...to know what's going on with my body, my head, my life, my heart.

Watching her life from the sidelines as it slowly falls apart, each decision, making up her future.