It's killing me that you can't say I love you anymore.

It hurts to say I love you, because I know that are love is slowly killing me.

Dear god I prey for everything to be ok, because it's starting to get hard trying survive

Every word you spoke is cutting me to core.

All the words you never said are engraved in my head.

The feel of your hand in mine, I will never forget.

All my laughter turned to crying, from all the pain you put me through

My fairytale dream turned into a nightmare.

Holding onto the razor that carved your name into her arm every night, this was the last night your name would be carved into her skin.

Holding her close to my chest, she drifted off to the sound of my heartbeat.