You say you love another girl
and that's just fine with me...
Every time I close my eyes,
your image flashes across my face...
I never meant to hurt you,
I just wanted to be who I want to be...
Silently, but surely,
crimson runs from her eyes...
It is like some demented curse
that I have to hide my feelings...
You can compare my life
to a fresh, beautiful rose...
I have won the war
because I have you ahold...
So what if I live in the "ghettos"?
At least I have my pride...
You are such a creep because
you can't always be mine...
The blade feels so relieving
upon my pale skin...
Please realize that I DO exist,
yearning for your gentle touch...
The shrine...covert and secret.
I hide it from people who make fun...