You just don't know...
how hard I've tried...

It's coming back to haunt me,
sneaking up behind my back...

I can't close my eyes
afraid of what lies behind...

She's known him for three years,
He's three years her senior...

What happened to those days
when I could forget all my pain...

I don't know how it got this way
my past is phased...

Where is my home?
I may never know...

This pressure is too much to handle
scandals slander my name...

This couldn't be any harder
having to face these feelings...

Every time I walk into this house
I end up falling deeper into this hole...

I want to hear the thunder
I want to taste the rain...

Maybe I can't handle this,
thats why I hurt myself and so many others...