I wanna take this heartbreak,
And shove it right back in your cut FU.CKING face.

I don't want to unplug my headphones,
just to hear how fu.cked up reality is.

I look at my reflection and quickly turn away,
and hope to god you don't see what I see in the mirror every day.

Wearing this make-up seems like a chore, but it helps.
because I actually feel like someone when I'm not myself.