Hi, I'm Anna and I've been writing down ness about what I'm feeling for about 6 years now, I always thought I was the only one! I write stuff to release what I'm feeling even when I know what I'm writing is not at all good. Thanks for reading and I'd really appreciate any comments (and ratings) you have, good or bad. |
I sit and I stare at the wall
and all the faces looking back at me...
Feeling hot tears pour from my eyes
Wondering if I told you would you sympathise...
Can you not see I'm numb of all feeling?
with every laugh, smile or touch its my heart...
I remember that look in your eyes
I remember laughing as your face looked surprised...
What if I don't want to talk to someone about the...
What if they're too private and mixed up to be...
I'm feeling all these things for you
I fall when I look in your eyes...
I know that I could lie here and stroke your face...
And I know that I could wake you and that you'd...
I feel like slicing my wrists
I hate the fact I feel like this...
I feel so mixed up, all churned up inside
I don't know what I'm feeling, if I could love you...
Im crying now, lying in bed
all my thoughts and my fears torturing my head...
We laughed, we cried, we said goodbye. |
The present and future confuse me, but what mixes me up the most is the past. |
I try not to think, coz I know I'd think of you |