I've overdosed, I can feel the pills inside
this is the beginning of my suicide...

I sat in the car and watched the rain
music was playing, greenday again...

I really don't think that family life has been...
You had three loving kids, a loving husband, and...

Breathe in deep, then look away
My mums in love, she told me today...

How come I didn't know all the right things to...
and how come you didn't know all the things I...

Im crying now, lying in bed
all my thoughts and my fears torturing my head...

I know that I could lie here and stroke your face...
And I know that I could wake you and that you'd...

Let me stand here in the rain
and feel the droplets roll off my skin, as more...

I wish I could frame that moment
Hold that image in time forever...

I wonder if you thought about the people that are...
I wonder if you thought about your poor mum...

I feel so ugly
but I know its not like when I was starving myself...

Last night I lay on my bed and cut my arm
No, its not sick, its not disgusting, its self...