I'm too scared for you to touch me
Too scared to look in your eyes...

I come home and I think about nothing
But really I'm thinking about not thinking about...

Before I learned to hide my thoughts
Before I learned to keep answers short...

I'm living a life driven and filled by regret
I regret what I've done, but most of all I regret...

You take my hand and kiss my lips
I didn't think I would, but I've found happiness...

I worry about her, my bestest friend
I think she knows hes not good for her, but can't...

How am I supposed to feel while I'm sitting there...
In my heart I know you won't have noticed me...

Sick and uninspired by the beauty standing in...
The prettiness cloaking my new world...

I was sitting there surrounded by you all
I was laughing and joking, and having a ball...

I want to be the wild child
I want to be the freak...

I've tried suicide, self harm, the rest
But now I might be dying and it scares me to death...

How can I be still alive and yet feel all this...
without you how am I meant to get up...