I've tried so hard to forget about you
Its hard because you liked me too...

I feel so mixed up, all churned up inside
I don't know what I'm feeling, if I could love you...

I have no comprehension of you
you are in the deep dark somewhere of the unknown...

You woke me up from the deep dark sleep that has...
Reawakened parts of my heart that have been frozen...

Up all night, I'm wide awake
Theres energy pounding in my veins...

Slow it down, watch the blade
my seeping blood takes away the hate...

Its not right, I'm far too weak
I see a future dark and bleak...

You're sitting there, so far yet so near
I feel your presence and it fills me with fear...

I think of you and I tingle inside
I don't want to this scared or have feelings to...

This poem is for Roxy.
Scream at me, slap my face...

I don't want to talk about it
I don't want to see their pitying eyes...

You can't tell me anything I don't already know
I saw the hurt in your eyes when I told you to go...