You take my hand and kiss my lips
I didn't think I would, but I've found happiness...

How am I supposed to feel while I'm sitting there...
In my heart I know you won't have noticed me...

Sick and uninspired by the beauty standing in...
The prettiness cloaking my new world...

I want to be the wild child
I want to be the freak...

You're sitting there, so far yet so near
I feel your presence and it fills me with fear...

I wonder if you know all the things you give to me
I wish that you could know all the ways you let me...

Bleed away the night
bleed away the day...

Slow it down, watch the blade
my seeping blood takes away the hate...

I've started college, I've made new friends
New people on whom I can depend...

I look around, I'm finally free
I've closed the door on you're memory...

I was given therapy
for all the badness inside of me...

Look me in the eye, tell me the truth
was it real love, or was it just youth...