I'm worried now, my head still hurts
I'm worrying that my attempt might still work...
I've overdosed, I can feel the pills inside
this is the beginning of my suicide...
I looked in the mirror, and just for once I saw me
with the tears streaming down my wet cheeks...
How can I be still alive and yet feel all this...
without you how am I meant to get up...
Look at me, for once see the truth
don't just see the smile I use on you...
I can't cry anymore, the tears are locked inside
blood red lines on my arm show all that I hide...
If the scars fade away then where am I?
Will I change and forget all the tears I've cried...
I sat in the car and watched the rain
music was playing, greenday again...
I watched you watch her without a sound
I saw your eyes move, look down at the ground...
Broken mirror all on the floor
lying here alone, can’t take anymore...
I've been away for a week, everything's changed
I'll never live with all my family again...
A happy day, and music played
the sun shone down, and in it we lay...