You can't tell me anything I don't already know
I saw the hurt in your eyes when I told you to go...
I remember that look in your eyes
I remember laughing as your face looked surprised...
You always smell so good
with a taste so intoxicating to me...
I'll crash and burn,
cut and bleed...
Its not right, I'm far too weak
I see a future dark and bleak...
Can you not see I'm numb of all feeling?
with every laugh, smile or touch its my heart...
I think about how it might have been
how we would have merged if I'd let you in...
I’ll sit and tap my fingers on the table
thinking about when I will be able...
I don't know what I'm doing
but I know what I've done...
I am afraid of the world
of the things outside of this room...
Maybe Ill be ok
If I close my eyes or turn away...
Feeling hot tears pour from my eyes
Wondering if I told you would you sympathise...