I've been away for a week, everything's changed
I'll never live with all my family again...

You spun a web around me in ways they'll never...
A web, a safety net in case I fall...

I've overdosed, I can feel the pills inside
this is the beginning of my suicide...

I'm worried now, my head still hurts
I'm worrying that my attempt might still work...

I'm sitting here in the darkness
And there are tears falling from my eyes...

Slow it down, watch the blade
my seeping blood takes away the hate...

I'm too scared for you to touch me
Too scared to look in your eyes...

I look around, I'm finally free
I've closed the door on you're memory...

I'm surrounded by people
yet I feel so alone...

Can you not see I'm numb of all feeling?
with every laugh, smile or touch its my heart...

I tried to reach out and let you lift me
I lay back and I let you kiss me...

I'm living a life driven and filled by regret
I regret what I've done, but most of all I regret...