I feel like I'm living a life that's not my own
Days stream by as I sit and allow whatever...

I can't even look at myself in the eye anymore
Lost all self worth and I feel such a bore...

I really don't think that family life has been...
You had three loving kids, a loving husband, and...

I don't know what I'm doing
but I know what I've done...

I know that I could lie here and stroke your face...
And I know that I could wake you and that you'd...

Sick and uninspired by the beauty standing in...
The prettiness cloaking my new world...

I feel so sad all of the time
In random situations I break down and cry...

You're sitting there, so far yet so near
I feel your presence and it fills me with fear...

You can't tell me anything I don't already know
I saw the hurt in your eyes when I told you to go...

I'll dance in a whirling circle
spin with my hands in the air...

I feel like slicing my wrists
I hate the fact I feel like this...

I was given therapy
for all the badness inside of me...