Suicide used to feel like an option but now its...
for some people in this world I'm the best friend...

You're asking me why, act like I complain
Saying I made you sound bad again...

Look me in the eye, tell me the truth
was it real love, or was it just youth...

Sleep tight with your eyes closed in the way I...
with your perfect face lying on my pillow...

Let me stand here in the rain
and feel the droplets roll off my skin, as more...

I am afraid of the world
of the things outside of this room...

I sat in the chair and cut off my emotions
She told me what was happening and asked me all...

I want to reach out to her because I can see that...
but I know its hopeless coz my touch, my hug, my...

I’ll sit and tap my fingers on the table
thinking about when I will be able...

I feel so ugly
but I know its not like when I was starving myself...

I sit and I stare at the wall
and all the faces looking back at me...

As the swing rises and falls
I feel a tranquility get rid of it all...