ok well life sux wat else is thurr to say well i really idk read my poems pleaz it wld mean a lot................Ok well to say more at my skool u cld say im one of the "beautiful" ppl, but i like the punks better. I'm 5'4 brown hair tht reaches halfway down my back blonde higlights.107 lbs. used to model .. hated it now hate cameras or else i wld have a photo. in severe depresion for years.I'm one of those grls at skool u despise but wen u get to kno them they u i hope really love n i believe i am very trustworthy.Ithink i am quite fake in almost every way.Except around certain ppl.. Cuz really i think i pretend but dont realize it. But every once in a while ill find someone i can connect w/. Quote from my dad : Jen, you're a 13 yr old tht looks like a 17 yr old tht acts like a 23 yr old. Flatterin? not really, well my parents think im a freak cuz i cut . i also have insomnia n go days without sleep. am i that older lookin ? i guess. w/e. I'll rite more later, xoxo Jen ok im writin more its the next dza well hm im a cowgrl. haha Im rough n readz srrz inside joke . um i have a horse. bzey................frend is ova |
Her favorite color is crimson red
The color of her self harm bled...
The smile upon your face
that playful smirk you gave...
She lied to all her friends
She broke her boyfriend's heart...
"Till Death Do Us Part "
Hand in hand...
I hear a song within the breeze
A confluence of nature's sounds...
*ok i know its not that good but hear me out my...
Every day he looked at this girl. And every time...
Read all of this i think its totally worth it
Today is the day...
In the midst of a suicidal state I try try try to...
The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight ..... |
"I am so drained that if i was under water i would barely kick to get up to the top." |