These feelings i feel
no one understands...
I don't really know
how it will end...
I have the feeling
of my life going down...
I hate the life
of being lonely...
I feel suffering
i feel pain...
I hate me
i hate you...
I have no feel
i have no fear...
I wish i was normal again
i wish i could relate...
Every so often
I get sick and demented...
When the blood drips
I look on the ground...
When you look in a mirror
What do you see...
When I felt the knife
touch my skin...