Never thought it would be this way
cutting my wrist to end the pain...

* written 08/21/05
Time is running out...

I'm writing for no reason
its the summer season...

Sitting here crying
not knowing what to do...

I'm not the girl
I used to be...

Another rainy day
cant go out and play...

You say I don't love you, I say that's not ture
I tried...

Watching my life flash before my eyes
Time stands still...

I'm uncomfortable with me
not the girl people see...

Through the window of lies
she'll never deny...

This is not me
the girl I see...

I'm sick
but that's just part of it...