* written 08/21/05
Time is running out...
Sitting here crying
not knowing what to do...
An old lady sits
on the bed in her room...
The words come from the pain
deep inside...
They say
everybody hurts sometimes...
Sitting here crying
with the scissors in my hand...
Don't know what to do
you've got me so confused...
The pain is getting worse
my feelings getting stronger...
I close my eyes
and drift away...
Time is ticking
To the second...
Watching my life flash before my eyes
Time stands still...
A rainy day
will it be ok...