You don't see the pain in my eyes
you don't see the cuts on my arms...
Covered in the abuse that you gave me for so long
You made me feel like i don't belong...
Abandoning me in darkness
Trying to shield from the loneliness...
The bruises along my face,
the empty promises you used to make to me...
I reach out
But I'm reaching out to nothing...
I know what's right
And what's wrong...
Mummy dearest can't you see
These silent tears that fall from me...
This is who i am
The person that i want to be...
You're always too busy to talk to me
Always brushing me off...
I spend hours talking to you
But you don't seem to care about me that much...
The tears of yesterday haven't faded yet
My personality is yet to evaporate too...
Nine years have passed
And I still think about how I could have turned...