We brought the flowers fresh
They looked alive...
When everyone turns away from you
Never fear because I'll be there...
It's empty with you gone now
and I hope your happier...
Happy birthday
You're one year older...
I can see him in my mind
I want to leave him behind...
I'm talking to you but you're not listening to me
Your expressionless face tells me...
Must we avert our eyes when we see suffering
Lost in my guilt...
Hiding away from the destruction
I'm fed up of the superficial...
Nine years have passed
And I still think about how I could have turned...
Losing a winning battle against myself
Waking up every morning...
Covered in the abuse that you gave me for so long
You made me feel like i don't belong...
I hate the way you look
I hate the way you laugh...