It stands alone,
An inanimate silhouette...

Searching for conviction,
In a world untrue...

Living an eternal fight
Constantly feeding off strife...

What have I become?
I cant end up like this...

The light in my life has faded,
And I am lost at sea...

There isn't much I could write.
To explain what the past few months have meant to...

I'm the victim of Infidelity.
Even if she says it isn't true...

Lying in my bed.
Hoping you'll call...

Insanity runs in the blood.
Like a silver bullet...

Stand by me.
When times are gray...

I live in my reality.
And I dont want to be here anymore...

I don't know how many times of said this.
But Ive never felt like this before...