Im suffocating
Inside of this room...

Affliction is a word.
Wish such a familiarity to me...

Living an eternal fight
Constantly feeding off strife...

The pain is overwhelming.
Will it ever end...

Its time to take it away.
Take this life of Anguish...

If I had it my way.
I would not have become who I am today...

----------Until Today-----------
Until today I knew a love so true...

Theres something I have been meaning to say.
And thats that I am sorry baby...

Mom, Witness as you let my life descend.
Into an empty dream...

I don't know why I love you.
Or why it is that I try...