I cant take it anymore!
The pain wont go away...

Your not alone.
I'm here for you...

I see darkness in the light.
As I close my eyes to see...

I think im sick.
And it wont go away...

I took a deep breath.
I slowly entered the room...

(I actually wrote this yesterday. 12/13 was my...
I looked at my reflection...

There isn't much I could write.
To explain what the past few months have meant to...

If I could tell her tonight.
Just exactly how I feel...

If I was to die tonight.
This is what I would say...

If I ended it all tonight.
Would anyone really care...

I just want to say im sorry.
That I didnt grow up as you had planned...

I am a scourge of denial.
The epitome of regret...