Someone I can count on
Someone I can lean on...

In my fantasy of rainbows and roses.
Unicorns jumping delightfully...

Why shouldn't I give up?
Why shouldn't I die...

You are my one desire.
You are my destiny...

Screaming
Crying...

Suicide
Cutting...

Raining on a rose
that blossoms like crimson blood...

The soft gentle rain
dropping like sweet sorrowful tears...

The river rushing
rushing down the waterfall...

A beautiful rose
growing, blossoming into...

I fantasize us on our wedding day
My love for you, your love for me too good to be...

I am standing at the cross remembering Now I am...