You whispered it'd be complicated,
Like those numerous times before...
They still talk of hope;
Bitter lies dripped from your tongue...
Clouded vision, stumbled steps,
Bloodshot eyes, hidden regrets...
When I'm down and feeling blue,
On the floor broke in two...
A love once had now dazzled in dust,
A lack of reliance, a lack of trust...
These regrets lay quietly, Deep within my mind,
Day by day decaying, Until I come to find...
After many years of dull routine,
Of blending into the growing crowd...
Look around you sunshine, Look what you've...
A chaos ridden atmosphere is just an...
Sanity lost beneath thick paranoid thoughts,
Over power the weakest at all costs...
They throw words like hand grenades,
And stares that burn to your spine...
Falling back to old conclusions,
Old habits on the bathroom floor...
Abrasion covered her thin pale arms,
Blatantly hidden by thick bracelets and charms...