ive been through so much in these past 3 years. and its all building up, having 9 friends die, having a break up w/ the guy i loved for 4 years, i havent had a great life, but im prayin to God that it gets better soon |
Dear God,
Why do i always have to feel like crap? Why cant i...
Who cares if I'm not happy, I've never been happy
don't worry about me, I'm not going to be OK, but...
I know that you are worried about me drinking
but ever since we broke up...
I never thought that i could ever be this happy...
You always say that we need to talk but we never...
Your to scared, that I'm going to yell at u, but...
I'm told to give you a break but where was my...