He told me to be calm
That his pain was over...

Why Do I Suffer
And live a meaningless life...

I`m wondering about life
As i hold this deadly knife...

Love me and remember what I lived for
I lived only for the blood and gore...

Please forgive me one last time
this life isn't mine...

What do u do when you hurt me
you hurt me but you do not see...

Take a damn good look at me
and tell me what you see...

Over the last few nights I dream
I seem to dream of ways to die...

Please please forgive me
I know I am wrong...

Every night I think of me
How I used to care...

You may be miles away from me
But your more of a brother to me...

The light that keeps me away
The blood that keeps me alive...