I stare at the scissors lying on the shelf
No one is home,well..no one but myself...
Look at me closely,
And you will see...
Cheeks are turning blue
Heart pounding through and through...
Ok here it is,my suicide letter
The thoughts in my head are getting no better...
A red mark on my shoulder
Where your fist slammed to the bone...
The dark feeling's back,it wont go away
I want to hurt myself badly today...
Just another day of things being s.h.i.t
Us fighting...again...
Something died inside of me
it was the will to live...
I sit here and cry,
Wanting to die...
I slit my wrists + write in blood
A letter to you of my love...
On the bathroom floor crying,thinking about what...
The critical comments dance around in my head...