I feel so worthless, so meaningless...so...
i feel that i shouldn't have lived this far and...

I stare at your face-the one for 3 years I've...
I look into your eyes and see the edgy potential...

She remembers every detail her father told her-
Everything there was to be said of the two...

I used to hold onto things to get a good grip when...
And now i try to grasp even death itself to seek...

Make-out sessions in the band hall,
We thought we had it all...

I'm so cold, you used to be my warm blanket,
But now your the freezing wind that blows over me...

I enter the room, see her hug all her friends...
She does the same to me, but will she even...

Sometimes i get so mad,
Sometimes i just don't care...

I'm tired of my life already,
Since people think suicide is funny...

I stay awake through the night,
Making sure i put everything away right...

I look around,
I see everyone looking down...

Does anyone really listen to a word that i speak?
Does anyone really understand the words that I've...