In my room,
While you're in another place...
You aren't here anymore,
It's completely different to before...
My big black heart
Is just tearing apart...
My heart and mind are so confused,
I don't know if i'm helpful, or am...
I don't know why i feel this way,
When i'm with you, i have nothing to say...
It hurts to talk,
It hurts to breathe...
You said you loved me,
That made me love you...
You love me,
And i love you...
The clouds get darker,
Your reach is farther...
You used to talk to me more,
You used to smile more to ME...
It's the weekend,
It's the holidays...
I have all these secrets,
They are all run through my head...